Stessed Out

I hate living without him . I swear its the most painful thing in the world!!! I had to do shitloads of work these days which has given me a bad headache. Mr. Capt is just too rigid and irritating at times. I mean, stop boasting of your professionalism dude. I need it not. I know what I have to do. Lord. Some people just get on my nerves. Wase left for kuwait. I feel alone. You know how my life dances around him. I mean, ok, I dont dance around him but my life sure does. Its amazing how much I have come to depend on him. Unconsciously. Then again, life is not half as thrilling if you dont take the risk of clinging to the heart of that one person knowing that many a great hearts have not been able to support the weight of love for more than a dreamy moment - what greater misery could there be than to have let go of the one thing that makes you divine. On the other hand, many a great men have lost their grip on the heart they so fondly clung to - what greater misery could there be than to have lost hold on the one thing that makes you invincible.I hope wase enjoys his stay in kuwait and will get good joB there IA. I do. But I miss my ... The world doesnt look beautiful today. Neither will it tomorrow and 6 months after that. I want my WASEE back. I want my wasee back. I miss my wase :(


last night he called him told me that the rents are very high there i m lossing my hope for happy life again dont know my mind is just blank. baboo is here frm mardan these days she wanted me to give her 1000 rs but i cant for GOD sake man how can i give her although i wanted to give her but i cant i got 350 rs in my bag i gave 300 to her n rest of 50 i kept with me i wish may ALLAH like this n solve my problems infact i knw i m not able to give any thing to any one its ALLAH's money but i wish may be he will listen more to me n yeah he listen me otherwise it wasn't possible for me to live...

well
uzma sms me that she is not coming to home as zeeshan bahi is not going to islooo i m sad i need my sister but i cant share with her i chaated with asim he is just like my lil brother last nite abu bakar teased me a lot i still luv him but i cried alot while chatting with asim ...

ok now me goota go now
cya