Wednesday, February 20, 2008

after 3 months ....this time life isnt change infact I m "changed"

I want to write a lot of things which realy changed me...its something never happend to me neither could i planned it but it finally happened.....ok i will definately write all the things which has brought a change in myself or which overcome my the purpose of my entire existance ....I m in love n I m so helpless!!!

mT's mom isnt well I want her life plz ALLAH save her plz I want her to be alive infact I need her I want to meet her I want to laugh with her ,tell her how many times i used to pray 4 her even at midnites when i woke up i just prayed 4her ,tell her all of my stories ,want to touch her old face n want to see the sparkle of mother's love in her eyes,want to do her ''sir ki malish'' want to kiss her feets ,want to make her realize that i love her so much that even this love doesnt depends on this fact that I never met her inspite of the fact that I so want to meet her ''I m not a dr ,neither a kam wali ,nor a nurse wat i can be to meet her ''I want to give my blood to her ...I love all mothers n specaily a lovely mom like her ...she is back frm hospital plz save her ALLAH you r the ONE jis ko hamesha mein apni problems batati hoon aur khwashein bhi aur ALLAH you solve my all problems YOU use to this for me all the time this time too listen to my prayer plz I love to Begg YOU n only YOU bcoz I have a rite to ''ask for my desires'' n YOU urself given this rite to me i love you ALLAH n I m so sorry for all my sins plz forgive me n guide me bcoz no one else can do it no one isnt my god accept ''YOU'' U are MY GOD,the Rehman the Rehim...love u mwauhhh


still I have a question to ask bcoz this question is on my mind since three months....

this is ''WHY''?

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